October of 2016

October 31, 2016

1 October 2016, Saturday

Happy October! I mentioned in my “comeback” video I’m debating whether if I should post videos that I don’t think are good enough, or videos that I don’t feel very me at all. Yeah, I came to the conclusion not to. It’s still unanswered on the re-filming sector because I hate to re-film; wait, I guess I just answered myself. Never mind.

Kelvin is on duty today that means I have all the time to myself today (MAJOR YES!) and boy am I going to be so productive I may not be able to feel my eyelids at the end of the day. Or I may just stare at the YouTube logo from now till next morning. We’ll see.

10 October 2016, Monday

We finally brought Xya last Saturday to get his first vaccination and a little check up. Yup, Xya turns out to be a boy. Weighing 1.7kg at 3 months old, looking good!

I got my first birthday present from my dad this year, and he don’t ever buy me birthday gifts so I guess when they say 21st birthday is a big thing, it really is. 

18 October 2016, Tuesday

Just want to sleep. Just want to sleep. Need sleep. Other than my desperation to have a week worth of sleep, for once in a long time coming am I excited for my birthday. 

26 October 2016,Wednesday

Grandad’s birthday is a day after mine so yesterday we head over to my grandparents’ place to have dinner. It was nice. And now that all the important dates are marked off the calendar, it’s back to the reality of exhausting and stressful days where my exam is nearing. 

31 October 2016, Monday

Happy Monday. November will be a quick one but really am just worried about my paper next week. The pressure is coming from many different angles and I’m ready to give my best shot then get it over and done with but I’m not ready to sit for it yet. 

Honestly just waiting to see how badly I’ve fucked up, and not whether if I passed or failed. Although it seems like I’ve wasted thousands walking away with nothing, but I’d like to think that I just won’t be getting that piece of paper to acknowledge my knowledge.


September of 2016

September 28, 2016

05 September 2016, Monday

I had one of the worst day today. The last time I remember crying over spilled milk was after I realize I made a mistake in an answer I submitted during my costing paper. Thought I’d never have to feel that ever again but it’s a case of just been there, and flanked that to my first and probably the easiest paper to date.

The paper leaves you talking to the paper; 90% of the work you revised for is already worked out for you. We were taught to do full questions – with requirements and many blank pieces of paper – we rely on workings. This felt like an elementary school paper, I overestimated it, I’m going to fail.

Above all, despite knowing that my best is enough; I still feel like I’ve let everyone down.

13 September 2016, Tuesday

The weekend was good, actually just alright. Monday was a public holiday and man does it feel good not having to think about how early you got to wake up for war the next morning. It would have been better if I haven’t fallen ill so it was only alright.

It’s 1:50PM. Few more hours to go. May today be a productive one.

28 September 2016, Wednesday

I can’t remember what I did two weeks ago of yesterday. September is almost up and I can’t wait for mid-October to hit. The next few months is going to be very exciting and scary, for all the reasons I will share as things happen if they do. Right now I only wish to focus on my upcoming examination coming early November and fuck everything else.

Quick update away from my thoughts and rambles. The cat has reached her rebellious stage but is doing fine. Note to self: She needs a visit to the vet soon!! My family is doing fine. My relationship is heading towards the level of commitment I’ve never felt before in my entire life so that’s new and exciting.

One more thing. Knowing myself, it’s best I post this today because no doubt I’m going to forget about this post like I did last week because I am seriously busy. So before we meet up at the starting line of October… have a happy last few days of September and start WHIPPING OUT THE HALLOWEEN DECORATIONS ALREADY!


What’s In My Travel Beauty Bag

September 13, 2016

Travel beauty bag first-timer.

I took a plane for the very first time in twenty one years. Although it may have seemed like I have planned to bring this travel beauty bag on flight, I haven’t. I ended up throwing it into the luggage my uncle borrowed us to avoid unnecessary approach or confrontations – but no way am I going to leave this simple mystery unsolved; will definitely try to bring it with me the next time around!
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The Adult Life

July 8, 2016

I’m huge about talking life, I especially love talking about my life.
Here are a few things I learnt that I wish I had experiences on earlier in life.

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